trying to figure out how i was going to do things all by myself this summer stressed me out. the first 10 days were a weird mix of anxiety and torture, and then i started getting sicker and bigger from pregnancy and thought of 11 more weeks by myself, and thats when i begged. and of course she came. her heart is one of the biggest i know. she has dropped everything at certain times to help out her family, and that's just what she did for me too. not only has she been an amazing help with the boys, she has also become quite the painting queen. i won't ever be able to thank her enough, and she doesn't realize how much she has done, so sometime in her life...after marraige and the kids start coming, then i hope i can pay her back somehow where she will KNOW just how much i love her for her selfless, helpful little self. thank you, megan. i feel so lucky to have you as a sister.